"Boulder"dash! - Part I

I am a HUGE fan of music....of all kinds...I especially get into lyrics. Some songs really speak to exactly where I am. There is one song, "Nobody Not Really" by Alicia Keys (from the Diary of Alicia Keys), that has always spoken to me when I'm feeling alone.
Have you ever had one of those days where you're just feeling so down, you feel that no one really understands? I know I am always around a rack of people, so it's hard to fathom the thought of being alone....and I know with God I am really never alone...but when it comes to this infertility thing -- and people are constantly asking you about when you're gonna have a baby, or assure that it's ok, just adopt -- you just feel like no one can truly understand how you feel. Cuz this is not an easy place to be.
These lyrics have always hit me..but I am especially feeling them these days....

Who really cares?
Who really cares?
When I talk
What I feel
What I say
Nobody, not really
Who wants to take
The time to understand?
I would like
Someone to heal me with some empathy
But I can't find
Nobody, not really
Maybe I'm invisible to the world
Does anyone on the world even think of me
As more than just a hopeless cause
Maybe the world is not my block
My stoop
My life, my dreams
My anything
Anything
Who wants to help?
Momma but she's so tired
Papa but you're not here
I'm alone in a big empty space with
Nobody, not really